So tell me when do you know it is over? Is it when you fight over the little things (which aren't so little to me)...is it when you spend more time on his needs than your own (knowing your own are just as important.. if not more)... is it when you look forward to him coming home and EVERY single time it is a disappointment (even after 20+ years)..is it when you really think this is starting to effect how well you are a mom (which is the most important thing to me)...OR is it when you feel there is very little hope of anything left in this relationship that you have invested so much time in?
The answer is quite obvious, but I just can't do it. Why is that? I can tell you in my eyes it's fear. I have no excuse other than that...FEAR is paralyzing. The unknown is my fear and I cannot get over this irrational fear nor do I think it is best for me at this time. I hang on to the fact that someday...you can finish this sentence (and please do, I want your input)
Sincerely yours,
Red Whine :-)
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